the anniversary again

Dear Kailey

It's been two months now.
The pain is fading, but the memories stay as strong.
How are you babe?
Have you forgiven me yet?

the dream

Dear Kailey

I think I dreamt of you last night.
Can you stay longer next time?

the blog

Dear Kailey

This blog is created today.
The previous posts are based on memories of how I felt over the past one and a half months.
I know they're all very short, but mummy's memory is not very good.
But from now on I promise you, I will talk to you about everything here.

I love you and you will never be forgotten.

the triggers

Dear Kailey

I saw a cute little girl the other day.
It makes me think of you.

Have you forgiven me, my darling?
I still can't bring myself to.

the gift

Dear Kailey

I made you a gift.



In my mind, you would look like that sweet little girl standing at the window waiting for mummy.
Is that what you're doing in heaven?