the gentle sighs of remembrance

Dear Kailey

How time flies.
Sigh.

the missing

Dear Kailey

Can't help but remember you were so much of my life this time last year.
I miss you so much.

the year

Dear Kailey

It's been a year since.
I don't know what to say.

I still love you so much baby.

the other farewell

Dear Kailey

Your daddy said goodbye five hours ago.
I'm so sad it hurts.

the painful truth

Dear Kailey

Your daddy is leaving us permanently.
It hurts baby. Especially since he's going two days before your first anniversary.
I'm so sad.

the day for mothers

Dear Kailey

Today is mother's day.
Our first eh?

the nostalgic one

Dear Kailey

Yes, I'm quite plagued by nostalgia lately.
Maybe because your major anniversary is coming up.
Maybe because your dad is leaving this little country.
Good memories, bad memories, they all come visiting.

The only thing I'm sure about lately is that you'll always be here with me.

the one i feel in my bones

Dear Kailey

It's been so busy at work lately but somehow today didn't feel right.
Then I realised it is the 29th.
See baby, the date is already imprinted in my person.
Love ya.

the tardy one

Dear Kailey

Not being punctual does not mean I don't love you anymore.
It just means that you have settled down in a permanent place in my heart.
I still miss you darling.
Every moment of every day.

the real candle

Dear Kailey

The left one is yours.
Mummy's friend lit it for you at the Church of The Holy Innocents where I have listed your name in the Book of Life.

For you, for me, for us.